Monday, June 9, 2008

To blog, or not to blog?

I am not a very good blogger. This is for two main reasons. The first is that I am not that clever. The second is that I hate, more than anything, to look back on "thoughts" of my past. This is the same reason why I don't keep a diary anymore. By anymore, I mean, since 1998. I am my own worst critic and I am mean. I still have my diary from high school. God, it is horrible. I hate, hate, hate looking back on the stupid things I thought about, but I can't get rid of it either. So it just sits there and collects dust. I can't decide if I should keep blogging or if I should quit to save myself from having to review my thoughts any more than I already do. For the most part, I do want to keep writing, but I need to find a way to separate myself from it, too...

I think I just need to stop being so serious.

1 comment:

Alexia said...

You are too clever! Not everyone is funny like we are, Alana...always remember that.